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Sunday, March 20, 2011
baby bella @ 10:19 PM
it's been a long time since i updated my blog. stinks stinks stinks. HAHA enough of that. --- i just want to share something. it's about baby BELLA. her name is YZABELLA AUBREY SAN JUAN she's the sister of my idol, Danne San Juan. she's cute :) she had cancer and she's in heaven already. whenever i see her FB pics, i want to cry. i haven't told Danne about this yet. i cry myself to sleep sometimes whenever i always see her pictures, especially those with Danne. i feel SOMETHING is touching my heart. i feel so happy for her. she is very very lucky to be born in the San Juan family. they are the best family anyone can have. i feel sad because i know that they really love her and they misses her, badly. i can feel the sadness whenever i see danne's pic with bella in her chemotherapy. i don't know why i'm feeling this way but somehow, it made me feel that i should love danne more than anyone because of his longing for his sister. i think she's looking at me now and probably thinking is this who my kuya loves now? i sometimes feel her presence. not as a ghost, but as a Spirit. i really feel touched whenever i see her pictures. i love her already. she's very easy to love. even though i wasn't given the chance to meet her. Dear Baby Bella, Hi dear. It's me, Jonelle. You probably don't know me but I kinda know you because of your kuya. I just want to let you know that I'm very happy for you. I'm sorry we were not able to meet during your life here on earth. I think that if we meet, I'll never want to part with you. You are such a sweet little angel sent to your family by God. I hope we'll see each other when I go back to Heavenly Father's kingdom. I know it's awkward but I love you. I'll never get tired of looking at your pictures even though I'm not a family member. Take good care there okay? :) Love, Jonelle i just want to share :) |
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