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Wednesday, March 30, 2011
my HEART will go on @ 6:54 AM
God is REALLY good. okaay. let's start from the VERY TOP. Saturday March 25, 2010 I was at Bacoor Colliseum practicing for our Jubilee dance when suddenly I had difficuty in breathing. I told Yan-Yan that I can't breathe properly so she escorted me to the stairs of the stage to regain my breathing. I was focusing on my breathing when suddenly I felt my hands shaking. I lost control to it and i felt it being numb. Kuya Karlo helped me by rubbing my back but at that time, I can't concentrate on anything but my breathing. Ate Che unhooked my bra to make it easier for me to breathe but that didn't help. My body was shaking so hard (that's what I felt) that I can't force myself to sit down. I said "Hindi ko na kaya." (I can't take it anymore) and then I let my body fall. I can hear the people shouting like mad. Sis. Astilla was shouting in the mic "Cavite 1st leaders!! Si Jonelle hinimatay!! Cavite 1st Priesthood pakitulungan naman kami!!" (Cavite 1st leaders! Jonelle fainted! Cavite 1st Priesthood please assist us) Kuya Karlo was shouting "MEDICS! MEDICS!" but there weren't any medics around. I can't move my hands anymore. My left hand was formed in a VERY TIGHT fist formation. My right hand was the same but the leaders tried to open it and they said it was very hard for my hand was very rigid and it kept coming back to that position. It was then they decided to go to the nearest hospital. I felt Kuya Karlo was carrying me but what I didn't know then was LOADS of people were carrying me. When we got out of the colliseum the light was blinding me. I adjusted my eyes and saw a lot of people looking at my direction. I was then brought up to the Astilla's car. They were driving around asking anyone for direction to the nearest hospital. I was really in pain that time. I can't breathe right. My body was shaking so bad. And that was when I passed out. All I see was white. ALL WHITE. I was hearing something faint. Then I was back to reality. I woke up in the hospital bed. A lot of people were surrounding me, massaging my feet and arms. Some nurse covering my nose and mouth with a jollibee brown paper bag. They were trying to calm me down. I was panicking. Then the nurse told me they will inject a "Calming Medicine" (idk what was the name). I was okay with it but it hurts so bad. I was crying aloud in pain and tears was running down my eyes. I don't have the strength to wipe away my tears. It's very painful. It was like injecting 3 times and the last was the most painful and I felt it lasted longer than needful. GOSH! i was crying aloud to KUYA KARLO. After sometime, I was able to calm down and breathe normally again. My uncle came to the rescue. He was able to talk to the doctor. The doctor said I need to undergo a test called 2D ECHO to check if there is any abnormality in my heart. I was now able to go home. I was very weak. I needed help to sit up straight. I tried to stand up on my own but my knees gave away. Luckily Dariane and Kuya Karlo was there to help me. We went home and I rested for that day. Monday March 28, 2010 I went to Espiritu Clinic to have my ECG. I was nervous and excited. It was my first time. HAHA! Tuesday March 29, 2010 Got the result of my ECG. Incomplete Right Bundle Branch Block When I saw the result I don't know what I felt. Mixed Emotion. I accepted it. I was really down that day. But then I have to face reality. I felt glad for I know that God has a better plan for me. THERE! the stroy of how my HEART will go on beating. GOD BLESS!! |
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